To this day, i think about the past as the future.
And the future, as a sure thing.
I think about the present as not quite right.
I am the type of girl who can't understand that the present is enough,
I am the type of girl who needs more than that.
A sure definition of what is going to happen.
A sure definition of why the past happened the way it did.
I am the type of girl who has too big of a heart,
and not enough tear ducts.
Contentment is my happiness,
my happiness is seeing other people overjoyed.
it feels like my heart is just there..
..sitting..waiting..wondering..
Sitting for the butterflies to flutter.
Waiting for the moment I finally realize i AM happy.
Wondering why I can't see that, the moment is now.
Happiness for me is seeing the ones i love live their life
happiness for me is watching other people laugh
seeing the winkles in their eyes when they feel infinite.
I am the type of girl who knows the past isn't the present,
and the future is unknown.
but still doesn't know how to move on.
How do you move on..
I am the type of girl, who knows what she wants
but doesn't want to wait for the future.
I am me.
and i am more than content..
I am overjoyed with the butterflies fluttering
my eyes are alive with wrinkles
I am alive, and I feel infinite.
