but when youre young you wish to grow up.
it seems like no one can ever be happy and i hate it. It feels like i can not just go out and adventure and have fun. i feel too mature or "grown up" to do something like that.
what did we do before drinking happened, and all that stupid stuff?
we had fun, and it seems like its impossible to have fun anymore.
i mean im always happy now, and i love life. i love the people in my life.
but when i get alone, all i do is go on my laptop and listen to mellow music. its insane how much being alone can affect one person. it can completely change a person.
And this change isn't always a good change.
Growing up is scary and i really don't want to face the fact i am almost out of highschool.
i don't want to face the fact i am changing,
i am growing,
i am maturing,
and soon enough i am leaving..
help, im scared.
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